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Buffalo

by Jenner Fox

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1.
Dams are for Beavers Let the wild run free Cause I'm a believer In humanity What did birds do before telephone wires Did forests exist before we fought their fires I'm a citizen of sand I'm a California choir I was raised on songs and moving water Raised on rocks in the creek Refrain On a river in Nepal there's a woman on the wall With a hammer and a harness and a hundred foot fall She dams the river and drowns the home Her family's been living since before she was born She keeps pounding away, she makes five fifty a day And the work puts food on the table Refrain There's a river in Austin that they a call a lake And I swear it moves when I really concentrate Few people in town can tell which way is down stream It makes no difference at least no one is drowning Damed fifteen times but who's really counting At least we have air conditioning Oh my god We live in this world, we can’t run away Oh my god I’ve been staring at screen, I ain't been out all day Oh my god Take me river, take me down to pray Refrain
2.
Nelda Stockman was her name You can’t make up that sorta thing Skin like a plastic bag I was the only visitor she had She stood four feet short With eyes that always seemed to water She was old But she was somebody’s daughter She didn’t talk much anymore They didn’t say what for We'd sit their and hold hands I’d sing her old country standards To know the room you’re gonna die in Does it make you free or make you silent She was old But you should have seen her smiling Between the breathing machines and beeps I wondered how she’d ever sleep The TV never stopped But I never saw her watch it She kept a military man Beside her bed in a frame She was old And there was nobody to blame Nelda stockman was her name You can’t make up that sorta thing She died in her hospice room I’d long since moved I just got a letter It was typed and numb Said she was old And her time had come The day she passed Is a day I can’t remember The day she passed Was just like the day after
3.
The Road 04:29
Lit out from Texas Crossed the ancient ocean floor Wearing down the lanes Stamped like footprints on the floor It’s easier to stay If you know what you’re staying for Passing tumbleweed and cotton seed Another mega store Woah New Mexico We’re climbing again The best license plate of any state A road that finally bends Flagstaff the blistered pass Kingman then descend To the lost Colorado Walking slowly like a friend Lately I’ve been thinking Of all the time that I waste thinking I’m just happy to be on the road again And there is nothing like direction To soften the connection I'm just happy To be on the road again The state where I was born The hills of California Semis and endless sky The desert’s lonesome form Eyes are closing Mojoave's frozen I’m wishing I was warm The roadside sleep turns tireless My dear California I look right to see The miles of fruit trees Whipping by in perfect Dizzying geometry The tears are all but falling My hometown is softly calling I’ve never wanted anything more Than to pee I just can’t wait to get there I just can’t wait to get there Everything’s going to be better Yeah I just can’t wait to get there I’m painfully aware That I’m a brush of a hair Away from dying At the slip of a wheel And it’s maddening and taxing As I turn up my distractions To know that slipping Is just part of the deal Lately I’ve been thinking Of all the time that I waste thinking I’m just happy to be on the road again And there is nothing like direction To soften the connection I'm just happy To be on the road again They say write what you know So we write songs of the road They say write what we know So we rhyme elbow and buffalo They say write something new Write what’s right in front you Even when I close my eyes I see The black top in front of me Rushing by coarse and dry I only see the road
4.
I tried to forget The tattoos on her skin The way I winced to say I will see you but I don’t know when The future is hard to predict I never thought it’d be the bass pro shops And 15 minutes in Memphis I was on the road To Nashville Tennessee I spent the night in Little Rock Got up early Thinking of barbecue and little else Beans biscuits And 15 minutes in Memphis Frankly the details Have all but swam away I remember the sturgeon pool And thinking she said Something about diamonds Diamonds on the soles of her shoes Her smile her dress And 15 minutes in Memphis Sometimes the clock Has terrible timing I was standing in line Her face so close to mine I had to split To get on stage and sing about it I wish I’d known it’d be the last time Oh 15 minute in Memphis You read about it You see it on TV You hope the day will come When you get down on one knee And know for sure But I don’t believe that shit anymore And when I think of a kiss I think of 15 minutes in Memphis
5.
Broken 04:39
My bicycle is broken It's sat out in the rain For half a year A sticky gear A busted spoke Rusted chain An old Raleigh With a silver frame My prize possession First impression Cost me 50 bucks But I can't bare to let it go Admit that I've outgrown Broken and I love just the same The storm has finally broken He said there's no moon tonight Shooting stars Late night bars The Calvary Is fast asleep I've never felt this free So can't we please Can't we please Just be afraid Afraid of all the mystery Broken and I love you just the same I’m afraid I’ve finally broken She confessed to me last night A cheating man A bad hand Motherless Cannibis Constipated Stress related No intercourse Since the divorce I did my best To hear the rest She said no one understands what I mean Began to scream Broken and I love you just the same Broken and I love you just the same A heart that's newly broken Beats on What's blue below Bleeds red outside A broken heart Can never hide The glazed look You're stuck behind If I was brave I'd ask to see Though you may not agree Can a broken heart feel love just the same He said there's nothing broken But I can't leave my room The bills are paid The beds are made The kids have every game to play Yesterday is like every day I've lost the drive To feel alive To shed tears Drink shitty beers I've taken all And lost the narrative With nothing left to give Broken and I love you just the same Can a broken heart feel love just the same Broken and I love you just the same
6.
29 Palms 06:23
I thought I’d join join the army Cause Dad liked shooting guns It’s hard enough to please a man Damned if you’re his son I sweated every mile In the concrete and the sun They shaved my head And wrote my name next to machine gun I aced the test, they told me I’d stay behind the lines But there’s no such thing as errors When the command decides They moved me to the barracks In palm 29 We were taught to fire to the rhythm Of die mother fucker die There’s only two places The Joshua tree belongs The gates of heaven And 29 palms If you’ve come to find a brother Brother you’re insane Is a man in a turban A man just the same Blow his ass to hell And don't complain The wind always whistled I forgot the sound of rain I finally went for help But help can’t be sought They pumped me full of pills And called it suicidal thoughts Three months in the ward They said the paperwork got lost Son, you're just 18 You don’t know what you want Refrain Now I’m back on the couch In Daddy's old place I stay up all night gaming And I sleep through the days He’s happy to have me home He calls it grace I’m 21 years old I can’t look a man in the face It’s easy to stay bitter When there’s somebody to blame But I enlisted I signed my own name Dad still goes out shooting And invites me just the same There’s a man in a room somewhere Who thinks it's just a game The ghost of 29 The grand inquisitor He pours scotch whiskey For every senator He says the people don’t want freedom They want bread and sugar I hope the devil writes your name Next to machine gunner Refrain
7.
If I was only Twice as lonely as you were I’d call you up But I’m quite certain You’ve got more important things to do Than think of us Like the edge of the sandbox Like a slow motion rain drop There's some things you forget And some you never will The shade keeps moving And I’m stuck in June With a hankering for anywhere else Water striders cast shadows As they dance across the shallows And goddam don't they look like flowers Like a bed by the river Like the moon just a sliver There's some things you forget And some you never will So gas up and fess up To a smile that’s upside down Cause it ain’t you who's gonna turn it around I hope you’re smiling I hope there’s a diamond ring Half as bright as you I hope he’s funny I hope he calls you honey But mostly I hope it’s not true Like the first time on the carpet Like the rattle before the train hit There's some things you forget And some you never will Some things you forget And some you never will
8.
The river bends again Oh the river bends again The mountains fall away As it boils to the sea Oh the river bends again And the eagle has no friend Yeah the eagle has no friend She sits all alone As the sky turns to gold Oh the eagle has no friend And the old canyon wren Oh the old canyon wren She brings her song To the breaking of dawn Oh the old canyon wren And the people bow and pray Oh the people bow and pray To the gods of old And the gods of today Oh the people bow and pray And will it ever end Oh may it never end When the rivers run dry Won't the mountains cry And the river will bend again Oh the salty tears will bend Oh the salty tears will bend The mountains will fall away As it boils to the sea And the river will bend again Oh the river will bend again
9.
Kick the ball with me One more time Kick the ball Daddy Martin was born in England With two left feet The son of Irish immigrants He’d get up early To watch the weekend games With bruised shins he’d come home late And his Dad would say “Martin," do your work And put that bloody futbol away But he’d sneak out to the stadium Stare up at the lights And hear them chanting his name In the beautiful game The beautiful game He grew up fast And he bought a one way ticket Across the Atlantic to Michigan For the promise of football And an education Away from nails and hammering But he found snow instead of grass And weight lifting And the wrong football on TV So he took his degree And he moved down to Texas To coach a high school soccer team In the beautiful game In the beautiful game And that’s where I met him He was well into balding We were on the same men’s league team And he’d give a half time speech Every Sunday To us half listening It sounded like Give it all you got Give it everything Cause this is everything to me No other team got a half time speech And I believed him And I can still here him say The beautiful game The beautiful game His dad would say Find something else to do Maybe football's not the thing for you But he kept coming back to that 4-4-2 And David Beckham And Michael Owen And Rio Ferdinand And Shaun Wright Phillips And Steven Gerrard And Frank Lampard And Sir Bobby Charlton And the beautiful game And the beautiful game After the cheers and the handshakes and the beers Martin remains And he sits with his back to the goal post Looking almost Like he’s always sat that way He cracks a smile And he lets his hand down To feel the grass beneath And he lingers As he runs his fingers Through the dirt and the dreams Kick the ball with me One more time Kick the ball Daddy
10.
Lullaby 07:25
Go to sleep Knowing there’s a man Writing verses with a wheel in his hand He’ll get them perfect Stop and forget again Say goodnight Knowing you’ll be alright Come tomorrow I'll be gone But hell it’s tonight I hope it rains all day So long is strange to say There’s time to be nasty Time to hold hands There’s time to go dancing There’s always new bands There’s an ice cream truck It rains in Los Angeles But there will never be enough time with me Go to bed With good weather in your head Cause if not today Tomorrow instead There’s time to pretend you’re somebody else Rest assured The leaves will turn And there are folks out there Who want to be heard And though their voices are spare They have beautiful things to say There’s time to go swimming There’s time for pools There’s time out of touch There’s a sky for two There’s rules and ruts And ridiculous holidays But it’s never the right Time to stay No it’s never the right Time to say Give in to the ground Knowing you’ll let down Everyone you love They’ll be times you’re not proud of But aint it something To be slowly spinning round Go to sleep Knowing there’s no place I would rather be Than face to face Staring hopelessly And blissfully awake There’s time for lovin' Time for leavin' There's time for blessin' Time to sneezin' There’s time to waste But no time to lose And there will never be enough Time with you

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This record is in D. It begins on the river and finishes in the sea. It starts with a cry and ends in sleep. For trusting the honesty of a first take, thanks to Cookie.

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released April 6, 2018

All songs written and arranged by Jenner Fox
Produced and engineered by Cookie Marenco
Digital engineering by Patrick O’Connor and Sean Beresford

Jenner Fox - Vocals, Guitar, Mandolin, Harmonica
Hans Bilger - Bass, Vocals, Guitar
Bryan “Brain” Mantia - Drums
Susan Rakov - Vocals
Megan Keely - Vocals
Elliot Sanborn - Organ

Album Art and Photography by Kendall Rock
Graphic Design by Jessie Drago

Thank you to Mom & Dad, Kaela, Julian, Raph, Shawn, Geoff, Lauren, Abby, Natalie, Cuchulain, Derik, Lorenzo & Terry, Bus, Jake, Austin, Brian, Jana, Kevin, Brad, Steve, Rusty, Theo, my bicycle, Nelda, Martin, Lisa, Bio Bio, SFF, ARTA, PIGL, Russell, Roger, Tina, Richard, Cindy, Sarah, Mark, Jane, Pamela, Cheryl, Elizabeth, Alex, James, and you.

Recorded at Blue Coast Studios, Belmont, CA
© 2018 Jenner Fox Music (BMI)
For lyrics and info visit jennerfox.com
jennerfoxmusic@gmail.com

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There is something that happens inside a good song. A tootsie roll can take you back to your elementary school playground; the voice of a toothless refrigerator man reminds you to say “I love you.” Jenner Fox tells the stories of people and places with unparalleled compassion and respect. His artful tone, poetry, and fluency on his guitar do something only the brave ones do: let us in. ... more

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